fed up

I don't know until when I can withstand the everything. I does not expect you can help me but at least you let me know if you can't help me.

sense of direction- no
willpower- no
job scope- no

I don't know why I work for but at least I know I work for money. That's the reality I facing now.

when?? how come I don't know?? why no one tell me on this??

but actually he know.. he know the everything but I just act like my fault.

being scold? yes, if I really did something wrong but if not?? could I just admit or deny or I should fight back? got no idea on it.

my mum mind is you should work, work harder, why go on leisure??

and me was like, mum, can't I just go for one day trip since I have been work harder nowadays until can't breathe??

stress, I really feel the stress now...

Focus keep focus I won't ask for the help start now I know I am able to solve the problem unless I can't solve it then I will go for the help.